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  DIRTY LITTLE SECRETS

  By Liliana Hart

  Copyright 2011 by Liliana Hart

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  Chapter One

  Fourth generation mortician. That’s a lot of dead bodies.

  I thought I’d be proud to carry on the family legacy, but that was before I knew the job would be hell on my social life. I mean, who wanted to date a woman who drained blood on a regular basis and whose scent of choice was embalming fluid?

  Sure, I got a little lonely sometimes. It mostly happened when I was preparing a body in the middle of the night instead of snuggled up next to someone warm with a pulse. But dead bodies were my business. And I hated every fucking minute of it. I never wanted to take over the family funeral parlor. I wanted to be a doctor. Well, technically, I was a doctor, but I preferred to be one for the living.

  My parents died early last year, and the gossip and scandal involved would have broken someone with a lesser constitution, but I’d managed to hold my head up. Mostly. It was because of my parents that I’d had an impromptu career change. The only thing I had left of them was the crumbling old Victorian I grew up in and Graves Funeral Home—believe me, it was a hell of a legacy.

  I had little choice but to resign my job at the hospital, pack my bags and move back to Bloody Mary, Virginia—population 2,902. The good thing about owning a funeral home in Bloody Mary was that hardly anyone ever died, despite the rather macabre name. The bad thing about it was I had a shitload of student loans to pay back and not a lot of income.

  Did I mention the budget cuts?

  Ahh, my life was simple before the budget cuts. The mayor’s decision to be more fiscally conservative left King George County without a coroner. So, I, J.J. Graves, in a moment of temporary insanity, volunteered for the job. In all actuality, I was strong-armed into taking the position out of a sense of duty to the community and the guilt of tarnishing my family’s good name. Well, tarnishing it any more than it already was.

  Which brought me here. Alone in my bed in the middle of the night. My bedroom so cold white puffs of breath clouded above my face every time I exhaled because I couldn’t afford to crank the heater above 65 degrees. My toes wiggled and fought for release beneath the nubby covers I’d tucked under the mattress too tightly, and goosebumps spread across the top of my skull and tightened the skin so much that it felt as if the follicles might snap off.

  I’d been wide awake for more than an hour, thinking of my family, what was left of my legacy, and how much my life in general sucked. Not for the first time, the thought entered my mind that it wouldn’t be so terrible if I just packed a bag and left everything behind me without a word to anyone. I didn’t have any family to worry over my disappearance. No children to leave belongings to. Sure my friends would miss me for awhile. But eventually the people who’d watched me grow up would only have passing thoughts about that Grave’s girl whose parents killed themselves. All the while I would be starting a new life. Hopefully someplace warm.

  But like I always did, I immediately dismissed the thought. It took more courage than I had to start over and leave everything familiar behind. I needed something in my life besides a half-assed career and a mountain of debt. A man would be nice. A man who’d be willing to have sex would be even better. But chances of that happening were somewhere between negative four and zero. Not because Bloody Mary didn’t have its fair share of men, but because I was just picky. Bloody Mary wasn’t exactly teeming with single males under the age of forty who had health insurance and all their own teeth.

  I huffed out another white puff of breath and rolled over, punching my pillow and clearing my mind of all thoughts that didn’t involve counting sheep. I’d had trouble sleeping since I’d moved home. Maybe it was because the house was empty and made weird noises and my imagination assumed the cold blasts of air and the rattling pipes were the haints of all my ancestors shaking their heads in pity. Or maybe it was because the mattress was old and lumpy. Who the hell knew? But I’d learned to function on just a few hours of sleep when I was in medical school, so I was used to having bags under my eyes and skin that looked like it never saw the light of day.

  The silence of the house smothered me—a heap of decaying wood and rotting shingles that crushed me with the weight of neglect and responsibility—so I burrowed under the covers, searching for peace of mind and the comfortable spot on the mattress that always seemed to elude me. I’d almost talked myself into getting up and starting a pot of coffee when the phone warbled on the bedside table.

  I cursed out a mumbled, “shit” in surprise and flailed under the covers so my sheets resembled something along the lines of a straight jacket. My pulse jumped and throbbed in the side of my neck, and each pounding beat marched through the synapses of my brain until I became lightheaded with something I recognized as fear. I closed my eyes and let out a slow breath.

  The only time I got calls in the middle of the night was when someone died. I hated death. I hated that my parents had left such a massive responsibility on my shoulders. And most of all I hated that I was the only one the dead could turn to. I missed the living. The dead made me think of too many things I wasn’t quite ready to face.

  Against my better judgment, I answered the phone.

  “Who died?”

  “Very professional, Doctor Graves,” said Sheriff Jack Lawson. “You always assume the worst. What if I was calling to invite you to poker tonight at my place?”

  “At five o’clock in the morning? Who died?” I asked again. Jack had been my best friend since we’d been in diapers, and I knew without a doubt he’d be the one person who’d search for me if I just disappeared one day. I squeezed the phone in a white knuckled grasp as silence reigned on the other end of the line. I prepared myself for the worst.

  “It’s Fiona Murphy,” he finally said.

  “Oh, damn,” I whispered, untangling the covers and sitting up on the side of the bed. The wood floor felt like a sheet of ice under my feet, and I drew them up quickly so they were back under the covers.

  “To say the least.” Sirens and muted voices came across the line, and I knew Jack must be at the crime scene.

  My teeth chattered—I couldn’t tell if it was from the news or the cold—and I gritted them in determination so my words came out clearly. “Where’s George?” I asked.

  George was Fiona’s husband. He was the meanest son of a bitch I’d ever met, and Fiona had a new bruise every time I saw her. George was a gifted mechanic and owned the only garage in town, so despite people disapproving of the way he treated his wife, he had a hell of a customer base and enough money to build a house that was one of the nicest in the county. He also had big hands and a wicked temper, and there wasn’t a doubt in my mind he was the reason Fiona was dead at age thirty.

  “George has already been picked up and booked on a first degree murder charge. We need you down at the site. The crime scene guys are almost finished. I’m warning you, Jaye, she doesn’t look good. Johnny Duggan found her in the ditch just off Canterbury Street on his way to work.”

  I swallowed the lump in my throat and prayed to a God I’d stopped b
elieving in for strength. “I can handle it, Jack. I’m all she’s got.” It was the least I could do for a dead friend.

  Bloody Mary—Population 2,901.

  Chapter Two

  I shoved myself into long johns and a pair of grey sweats, pulled a black ski cap over my head and buttoned the black down parka I’d gotten on sale at Eddie Bauer a couple of years ago up to my chin. I put on two pairs of thick socks and my all-weather boots. It was fucking freezing outside, and I hated being cold. Only the dead were cold.

  I grabbed my medical bag and the expensive digital camera I’d bought when I still had a well paying job, glanced longingly at the coffeepot, and slammed the front door behind me without locking it.

  My Suburban was parked on the graveled driveway, the dull sheen of the black paint making it look a little worse for the wear. Not to mention the huge dent over the back left wheel where a deer had decided it wanted to commit suicide.

  Suburban, you’re probably thinking? I’d put my foot down about the hearse my parents had kept in the garage. It had worked for them, but I was satisfied with hauling bodies in a Suburban. I was a twenty-first century mortician, and despite what the gossipers had said, I very seriously doubted my parents were rolling in their graves because I’d had the audacity to sell their hearse on EBay. They were too busy hauling coal in hell to worry about what I was doing.

  It took a few minutes to scrape ice off the windows and let the defroster work. Despite the fur lining my gloves, I couldn’t feel my fingers. I looked for any sign of life as I backed out of the drive, but the yellow glow of my headlights touched on nothing but solitude. The trees were naked and brittle—the limbs twisted, as if they were hugging for their own warmth—and the sky was a dark navy spackled with the fading light of stars as it edged closer to daylight.

  I lived at the end of a county lane called Heresy Road—where rocky land sloped until it met nothing but the frigid water of the Potomac. The road was a mixture of gravel and potholes, it was private, dreary and I hardly ever got trick-or-treaters, vacuum cleaner salesmen, or Jehovah’s Witnesses. My closest neighbor was a mile down the road.

  The town was still tucked into sleep for the most part, and I maneuvered the roads quickly—my headlights glancing off quaint houses, a red-bricked schoolhouse, and a library with a clock tower that drove me batshit crazy because it always struck the hour seven minutes too late.

  There hadn’t been enough moisture left over from the rain the day before to cause the roads to ice over, so I pressed harder on the accelerator. I turned onto Queen Mary and noticed the lights were on in St. Paul’s Cathedral, which meant Reverend Thomas had already been notified of Fiona’s death. A smattering of people would be in throughout the morning to pray for Fiona’s departed soul.

  When I got to Canterbury Street, it was crowded with vehicles and people, some curious, some weeping, but all had the glassy eyed stare of shock. Things like this never happened in Bloody Mary. I beeped my horn to get through and parked by Jack’s cruiser. His lights flashed a disorienting red and blue.

  “Nice outfit,” he said by way of greeting.

  I wasn’t normally a vain person, so Jack’s comment didn’t really bother me all that much. He’d seen me at my worst—hangovers, cramps, bleached hair that turned orange, and crying jags—and he was still my best friend, so I wasn’t really worried about trying to impress him.

  I caught sight of myself in the reflection of the tinted windows of his car and grimaced. Just because Jack was used to seeing me at my worst didn’t mean others were. It wasn’t a pretty sight. On the positive side, I was relatively tall and had an athletic build, which was just good genes because I hated doing anything remotely athletic and I loved carbohydrates. My eyes were gray, my hair was black and swung just below my jaw line, and if you looked really close before I got a chance to buy a box of Clairol, you’d see the occasional strand of silver. The women in my family had a tendency to go gray early. They also had a tendency to die young and tragically, but I was keeping my fingers crossed on that end of things.

  All in all, I was pretty average, despite my sarcastic wit and inventive use of the English language, which I had to admit, was pretty exceptional. But dressed from head to toe in my winter paraphernalia, with no makeup and the dead-eyed stare of someone who’d had a very small amount of sleep, I looked more along the lines of Sporty Spice does the Stay-Puft Marshmallow Man. I was hell on morning wood.

  Jack grew up the rich and privileged son of a tobacco farmer, and now he was the youngest elected official in the whole county. He skimmed just over six feet tall and he kept his dark hair cut close to the scalp. A thin slash above his right eyebrow gave him a piratical look, and I’d told him more than once he should thank me for giving his face a little extra character, considering it was my cleat that collided with his face during a baseball game when we were kids. (He was blocking the plate, I swear).

  The more I looked around at the crowd, the more I realized it was mostly women who lined the streets, probably wanting to catch an early morning glimpse of Jack Lawson. Between his looks and his money, there weren’t many women in the county who would turn down an opportunity to become his wife. Jack wasn’t really interested in a wife, but between you and me, he’d auditioned about eighty percent of the women in Virginia for the job.

  “I see you brought your fan club with you,” I said in retaliation for the outfit remark.

  He winced and rubbed his fingers along the short growth of his beard. “That’s not funny. I almost didn’t respond to Johnny’s 911 this morning.”

  Jack’s had the unfortunate pleasure of being manipulated by many well-meaning parents who were desperate to marry their daughters off. He’s had thirty-two false alarm 911 calls this year where he was either met at the door by a naked woman or parents who just happened to have a home-cooked meal served with a side of their single daughter.

  Johnny Duggan was the latest conspirator in the plot to snag the sheriff for his daughter. Stella was a middle-aged, third grade teacher who had a pair of shoulders the New York Jets could put to good use and who always wore her underwear a size too small so it looked like she had four ass cheeks whenever she wore pants. Johnny Duggan was down to his last chance of getting her out of his house.

  Johnny was currently huddled in the back of a police cruiser, sipping coffee with shaking hands and giving a statement to one of Jack’s officers. He was a small man and had worked as the groundskeeper for the county for as long as I could remember, which was why he’d stumbled across Fiona’s body at such an ungodly hour of the morning. His skin was toffee brown and wrinkled from the sun and age, but when he smiled his whole face lit up and it was easy to ignore the fact that he sometimes looked like a dried raisin.

  “He still trying to set you up with Stella?” I asked.

  “Yeah, poor bastard,” Jack said with a tight lipped smile. “But I’ll be damned if I’ll be the sacrificial lamb to save that man’s sanity.” Jack handed me a cup of coffee in a Styrofoam cup. “I had to tell him that I was having a wild and crazy affair with you to get him off my back.”

  “I haven’t had one of those in a while. Was it good?”

  “The best I’ve ever had,” he said soberly.

  “Good to know I haven’t lost my technique.”

  We stood in silence for a couple of minutes. I drank my coffee and warmed my insides, while Jack observed the crowd. I noticed Floyd Parker from the Gazette talking to anyone who might have any interesting gossip to spread around. He wrote frantically in the little red notebook he habitually carried, his eyes shrewd and calculating. The jerk.

  Floyd was huge. Like, The Rock huge. But he wore wire-framed glasses to break away from the jock image. (Really he looked like the love child of Clark Kent and the Incredible Hulk—minus the green). Floyd had played some college ball at Virginia Tech, but I think his grades were too good to keep him from being anything other than second string. He was a handsome man and could almost give Jack a run for his
money in the women department.

  And yes, I can admit to one night of frenzied passion with him when I was away at med school and incredibly lonely. It was a moment of pure insanity. Not one I’m proud of, and he never lets me forget it. But even if I didn’t hate him for seeing me naked, I’d still hate him for what he’d done after my parents had died. Floyd Parker was lucky I didn’t run him down with my Suburban every time I saw him in the street.

  Floyd caught my gaze, looked me over from head to toe, and smirked. I restrained myself from grabbing the gun Jack had strapped in his shoulder holster and pumping Floyd full of lead. I compromised by shooting him the bird instead. Jack smothered his laugh with a cough, and my mood lightened for a brief moment until I thought about the body I was about to see.

  “All right. I’m ready,” I said, tossing my cup in a plastic sack. I put my hand on Jack’s arm and gave it a comforting squeeze. “Thanks, Jack, for giving me a minute. This is harder than I thought it would be.”

  Jack nodded and we walked over to the crime scene together. Fiona’s gunmetal grey Ford Taurus sat on the side of the road and faced in the opposite direction of her house. The Taurus had to be at least ten years old, but it still looked new. George was meticulous about things being in order and tidy in appearance, which was probably the only reason he never put marks on Fiona’s face.

  “She finally decided to leave him, huh?” I asked.

  “Looks like it,” Jack said. “I spoke with the sister this morning. She said Fiona talked to her last night about eight o’clock. Said she was ready to get out, leave for good. They had an appointment this afternoon to meet with an attorney to file for divorce.”

  I looked inside the open trunk and noticed the neatly lined suitcases.

  “The sister lives in Florida, so she wasn’t expecting her until sometime this morning,” Jack said.

  “Did she have car trouble?” I asked.

  “Ran out of gas. We haven’t gotten a confession out of George yet. He’s still busy playing the grieving husband, so he hasn’t told us yet if the empty gas tank was his idea. My thoughts are that this was very well planned out, to the last detail, just the way he likes it.”